Man am I blown out!
After today I feel like I couldn't watch another birth video. This Lamaze Childbirth Educator class has officially become a bit overwhelming! At lunch I walked out of the building and needed to decompress a little. And I still had another 4 hours to go. This class has been a flood of emotions. I think because birth is such a journey for a woman and every discussion that comes up I am constantly thinking back to my own births and how that can relate to the topic we are talking about.
Then we will talk about problems and issue that can arise during birth and labor and I have to think about how grateful I am that I didn't have that problem and try and empathize with women who have had to go that route.
Now, all I want to do is veg out and go to bed, but I have to come up with a teaching lesson for tomorrow and I want to switch the direction of the topic I originally thought I'd do. It is 15 minutes. That doesn't seem that long in the grand scheme of things. But I'm nervous about it and I know it will seem excruciatingly long when I'm actually doing it. So I have to get going on that so this is it for my blog tonight.
Then we will talk about problems and issue that can arise during birth and labor and I have to think about how grateful I am that I didn't have that problem and try and empathize with women who have had to go that route.
Now, all I want to do is veg out and go to bed, but I have to come up with a teaching lesson for tomorrow and I want to switch the direction of the topic I originally thought I'd do. It is 15 minutes. That doesn't seem that long in the grand scheme of things. But I'm nervous about it and I know it will seem excruciatingly long when I'm actually doing it. So I have to get going on that so this is it for my blog tonight.
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